quest

Posted on Feb 4, 2008

This is the beginning of my newest quest. My pilgrimage to where you may ask, to inner peace and faith. I've decided to chronicle this journey in hopes that someone in my family( perhaps my half sister or brother )at some later date may want to know how I got to where I'm going. I have no idea how long it will take me but I know I need to do this. I've been searching for a long time but it seems I've been going around in circles and not getting any nearer to my destination. I'm never quite satisfied with where I'm at. I've come to the conclusion that I've been going in the wrong direction. I need a new compass to direct me. I think the old one is broken. I've been looking for outside sources of help. Always trying to keep my mind open to all things and ideas.

How will my journey begin and how long will it take? One step at a time, after all, I do have the rest of my life and maybe the next to complete it. The fact is it doesn't matter how long it takes as long as I've started and I'm headed in the right direction. I want to grow old with wisdom and knowledge . I've been walking around with misery for much to long.
I think I desereve to be happy, true happiness ,the kind the starts from within.

I've collected many books over that past years and now it's time to put them to some good use. I will use some of their ideas and discard others. But when I write, it will be my words and how their ideas have affected my life. I will write about their thoughts and how I have put them to use in my own way. Some of the books I may eliminate because they have no bearing on my journey at all. I will choose two books to study from and one will most definitely be on meditation. I've always believed that is where I have to start. Maybe that's why I keep putting it off. It isn't easy to still the mind but I do know it can be done.

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need support

Posted on Jan 24, 2008

i need to connect with positive people..
i am trying to loose weight and also just trying to find people with goodness in their hearts..
anyone out there?

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